Tuesday, April 20th, 2010
Something is happening with my dad. Overtures have been made. A phone call here or there. An email. A text. A question that asks “Are you happy? I hope that you’re happy.” An invite for lunch when he’s in town for a business meeting. He’s trying, but it’s all very peculiar.
My heart isn’t necessarily hardened [...]
Filed under: card games hurt my feelings, childhood, crossroads, cutting, depression, family matters, in memory, people should be nicer to each other, quiet desperation, things people say, wakefulness by Nic
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Monday, April 12th, 2010
I never rebelled growing up. I’ve always been a reliable, “good” daughter. And yet, the verbal maneuvering and emotional posturing of my mother is resulting in a late twenties rebellion.
Our phone conversation last night began innocuously enough. How’s work, what did you do this weekend, how was the movie, let’s plan Mother’s Day, and the [...]
Filed under: "work", WTF, childhood, crash and burn, cutting, depression, family matters, going postal, mothering, my boyfriend is a saint, no jokes, people should be nicer to each other, questionable attire, so what if i scream?, things people say by Nic
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Wednesday, March 31st, 2010
For the foreseeable future, I will continue to live in the same apartment. I will continue to live alone. Financially, it makes sense (the rent will have gone up only $35 in six years), but I wonder if there isn’t something more to it than that.
Although I’ve lived in this particular apartment for five years [...]
Filed under: break ups suck more, cohabitation, crossroads, domesticity is overrated, family matters, just say 'when', neither here nor there, singletons, work in progress by Nic
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Friday, March 26th, 2010
I broke away from the tourist trap photo line to the entrance fee counter and customs, then whisked over to baggage claim where my suitcase was the third onto the conveyer belt, and finally plowed through the flurry of men grabbing at my paperwork and bag in an attempt to gain a tip or a [...]
Filed under: London, a thing of beauty, childhood, creative time management, crossroads, family matters, finally NY, hellacious fun, hooray for sunshine, i hate winter, in transit, just say 'when', singletons, wanderlust by Nic
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Friday, February 12th, 2010
I haven’t posted in a week. I’ve been stewing over something that I’m not exactly sure how to appropriately articulate, and lo and behold it has to do with another one of my friends.
There we sat, discussing a friend of a friend and the outlandish lengths she’s gone to in order to meet “someone,” expanding [...]
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Friday, December 11th, 2009
Every year about this time I think of that Christmas years ago; the excitement of having a houseful of family, the first Christmas for my family in years that an actual child would open presents- my then five year-old cousin. There was not one, but two Christmas trees that year. Not one, but two sets of [...]
Filed under: a thing of beauty, childhood, family matters, i heart Christmas, in memory, letting go, quiet desperation, things people say by Nic
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Thursday, November 12th, 2009
I mostly blame that show, “I Didn’t Know I Was Pregnant.” Have you seen it? Who am I kidding, of course you have. That thing is like a freaking car crash. You don’t want to watch it, but you do with that perma-frown of disgust on your face. In fact, if you’re anything like me, [...]
Filed under: Just Another Day in Crazy, family matters, i heart TV, mothering, romper room, so what if i scream?, the sex by Nic
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